Thursday, October 8, 2009


The Online Merriam-Webster Dictionary defines freak as follows...

1 a : a sudden and odd or seemingly pointless idea or turn of the mind b : a seemingly capricious action or event
2 archaic : a whimsical quality or disposition
3 : one that is markedly unusual or abnormal: as a : a person or animal having a physical oddity and appearing in a circus sideshow b slang (1) : a sexual deviate (2) : a person who uses an illicit drug c : hippie d : an atypical postage stamp usually caused by a unique defect in paper (as a
crease) or a unique event in the manufacturing process (as a speck of dirt on the plate) that does not produce a constant or systematic effect
4 a : an ardent enthusiast b : a person who is obsessed with something


I love that part of "Waiting to Exhale" when Bernie's daughter is asking her about the word freak. Cute and interesting at the same time. When I was growing up, the word freak meant 1 of 3 things. It either meant you were ugly (as in circus freak), it meant that you were nasty (as in Rick James' super freak) or it meant that you crazy. The 2nd definition is one I NEVER wanted to be called. Blame it on my affinity for words and how I've always broken them down. All I know is that in the mind of a young Kween, I could've gone my entire life without being called one. The 1st and 3rd don't apply...because well...I'm no circus freak and I damn sure ain't crazy. Well, not all the way.

Throughout my life I've heard "freak of nature", "freak accident", "neat freak", "control freak", "freak out"...which is also a hot 70's disco song, "freak-a-leak" which,, uh clearly means some kind of nastiness. lol. No matter, the word freak is one that has it's good and bad connotations. But, let's be real...I brought the word about because of sex. I've had this discussion with a few friends and an ex...and I have to say...the definition is absolutely relative. See, there was a time when the word freak, as pertaining to sex meant to ME...a person who did things other than simple penetrating sex. Straight sex to me is vagina on penis action. When someone would say, "Oh that chick is a FREAK!"...I'd think in my head...oh, she sucks dick. So, in my head oral sex became a freakish act. Later on, I realized there are a LOT more "freaky" things, than some head. After a while, ANAL became freaky to me O_O...that being because compared to oral, anal sex seemed most unnatural. THEN...I got to know some really *let's call them a new name*..."sexually expressive" people who told and showed me things that made me think, damn...I'd rather being a damn freak than THIS. The fuck? What became MORE freaky than anal (a man penetrating a woman's anus for pleasure) was a man doing it to another man...or a woman using a dildo on a man...and him liking it...and her not thinking, "Is he gay?". Then, it was OFF shit...stuff that seems like some weird self-hate shit, like choking a bitch out...whipping folks with leather whips and cat o'nine tails. WHOA Sea Biscuit! WHOA Tenderfoot! Slow down damnit! I mean, I like the occasional open-handed firm, but gentle spanking applied right at the ass where the vibrations travel to the kitty...just as much as the next one...but hell nah. I have too many bad memories attached to getting my ass whooped with a belt to be bent over getting my ass reddened by a grown ass man with his dick hard off my pain. *wait...hmm* NO...NO...hell no. lol *ahem* *whistling* GEEZ! I have even seen, well...heard *lmao* of fisting...where a person basically punches a woman's vaginal canal with their fist and half of their forearm. *cringing*. WOW.

ANYWAYS...I wondered what other people viewed as "freaky" and how they have gotten over their own hang-ups and insecurities concerning sex. Would you be a submissive? A sex slave? Would you fist or be fisted? What perversity is up your alley or out of your league? The floor is open...just don't get nothing on my rug.


Butterfly Effect said...

LOL@like choking a bitch out..funny as hell...

Here probably already know what I'm gonna say. I found that everyone has a different brand of freaky. I never found giving or receiving head freaky that was a well, for me... There are some things I feel are freaky that I have done. I was able to do it because the person I was with allowed me to be sexually Using your words. I can be submissive. Fisting is a no no..that is taking ish way too far. DP (double penetration) seems like you doing way too much...LOL I'm open to new things so long as there is no blood shed..LOL

Da_Kween said...

LMAO @ blood shed. HELL NAW....I'm not even trying to cut nobody for busting me to the white meat. This is supposed to be sex...which is FUN...not a brawl. lmao

But, Ms AJ...I know of many friends of mine who were hip to oral in high school and did it often. I don't know if I was prissy or if I got wind of what boys call girls behind their backs...either way, I said, "Nah uh...I ain't puttin' my lips on yo nasty dick"


Reggie said...

We all get our freak on in some way.

I remember the first time that a woman asked me to pee on her. I laughed so hard that I fell out of the bed and lost my hardon. She was more than a little miffed that I laughed at her. But I told her that we weren't doing that shit in MY bed, but we could do it the next time we were in hers.......she declined.

The same woman asked me to sodomize her when we were going at it like two wild dogs one night. I pounded her ass like chopped meat; but before that, I wouldn't have even thought of having anal sex, it never even occurred to me. Now whenever I see a woman with a nice ass it's one of the first things that I think about.

Da_Kween said...

That's so interesting Reggie...that you didn't consider the anal until the ass was literally offered to you. LOL

LMBAO @ her reconsidering the peeing in HER bed! HAHA!!



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